Another day.
Another chance.
I wake up in the morning, as usual.
emak's siren so effective.
my habit, easy to wake up but too lazy to straightaway do the necessaries. i'll take a min (or more) to scroll down the socmed. pretend being busy in the morning, checking here checking there..hahahaa..toooo drama queen,
cause the thing i'm doing every weekdays are a routine..where you can easily predict the time ur sister coming out from the bathroom, how long she takes to finish doing all sorts of her necessaries..and u can always adjust ur own time to meet the cut off prep before ayah start to take his car key and going down to start the engine..
its bored but to keep things optimized, i keep doing it, everyday.
The things that motivates me every single day is i want to do good things. Be a good one. Say the good one. Show the good one.
Lately, i was not in a good situation.
There were too many things coming in the same time. I lost in giving priorities.
Nothing worse, still can handle it well but the air is kinda weird i dunno how to fix it.
I always asked myself. Am i too ignorance? Too lame, too blunt to understand others' feeling? Too selfish?
This is all about myself.
chaotic.
i try to redefine life. the future i want to design by my own.
how i wish i can be such tolerant people. can easily accept the differences in giving opinions, slow down and think before i start to deliver whatever things i want to say, to reply by understanding not just to make the things dont drifted away.
i need more sources. to change this life. to be the better one.
Yes.
i need to change.
How i handle different people with different approach.
adapt with the changes.
but able to grab the opportunities as well to keep myself in a good social standard.
long silence.
i'm finding the way.
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