playing hard to get

that doesnt sound awful, cause p-h-t-g is part of engagement between opposite sexes..lol..

you dont give yourself too easy for a man u dont even know well -esp his true feelings, his loyalty ehhmmm..


i got this problem of differentiating as going out for catching up or can we call it a date? Special one? Or if i expect that, do i misunderstood the air?


should i ask this straightforward? or shouldnt and let it naturally go by its way?


its not a warn by the way, but me, are not easily satisfied. maybe i was the one who being chased before and not the one who chased.


the role start to change 360° and i dont have any clue. i've tried twice and the thrice one (plan doesnt came out well, haha) but it doesnt give massive impact plus i feel soooo helpless.

not to initiate any conversation.
cause the feeling ' hey girl is that the only thing you can say to him? you fool! say something smart, ' began to curse myself.

this kinda play hard to get keep adrenaline rush. keep the insecurity feeling away. i need to get back on track.

'bear the lost and gain the new chance, choices and change!'

am i giving up?
hell NO!
things had just started. but i lost in the middle of the stuff.

• can handle it or not?

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long silence. I don't have the answers.
it's about wait and see.