battle

that time, you sitting alone. having sip of cold dark granola cereal frap in the not-so-morning am, with the intention of feeling full and reducing the thirst both in a time.
trying to read the fav book, at least to finish about 2 to 3 pages in at least 3 mins.
but it lasts not longer. when you decide that u cant bear the loneliness.
the condition where you need to honest with yourself. your real feeling.
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the battle is damn hard.
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the darkness doesnt big deal.
truthfully, you fear with your ownself, the real facts, the real situation.
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no such one hit wonder.
this takes courage, full commitment, trust, consistency, clear communication, attraction, never give up and sense of belongings.
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the struggle start to be real.

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