obsessive

sometimes, most person had become too obsessive (in noun) especially in adoring someone until they become too blind in doing the rational statement evaluation of whatever the people (they adore) had speak it out.
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people have flaws. none of us are perfect.
so the wisdom. not all wisdom are (for me) perfectly correct or relevant to believe..
wisdom is the thought by the people, based on his personal experience, his life journey, his observation, his judgement..

however, it has no wrong if you agree with his wisdom..thats the matter of acceptance and mutual understanding..
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i do adore some specific people, by following their own social accounts, their websites, try to immerse in their world of perspective, but ya, there will always have contradiction opinion between mine and them.

thus,
adoring is not a big problem.
what matters is rational evaluation from us.

hey i like Neelofa.
i just don't agree with her statements during Forbes Asia Campaign.

health supplement

my sincere review about this.
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skincare doesnt help much if you never try to change your lifestyle habit especially when it comes to food consumption.
we ate too many calories, fats and unhealthy foods almost everyday! Uh-huh.
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by having good skin, it reduce your stress. haha (read : me was so stress looking at the mirror and try to pop out the acne).
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but actually my highlighted point here doesnt speak on outer layer of skin only, i want you to know that it such a wasting if we have lots of money but often fallen sick.
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Live healthier and be happy to explore the world! 😘

#istartdiet
#please
#noexcesscalories
#iateketupatlontongkuahlodeh
#dontruinmydiet
#dietdoesntmeannoteatingatall
#EATCLEAN
#Tamargo
#chewabletablet
#datesandgoatmilk

malaysia

Hows your merdeka day today, Malaysian?
Since today is the same day of Arafah, so all of us (read : family members) are fasting and not going anywhere. Haha.. No FREE MILO hunting lol. of course no McD.
got a nap, while mak ayah went to pasar (they love to go there by moto, so we just stay at home hahaahhaha) and mak had full planning menu list to cook for AidilAdha Eid. cook-enthusiast! she cooked everyday and never getting bored. And we love to eat eat eat.. Oh Lord!
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Today, 31st August and of course as Malaysian, this is our Independence Day! weehooo!!! *excited*
and as Muslim, today is 9 Zulhijjah, its Arafah Day! . Beautiful day, MashaAllah..may Allah swt bless us with His Rahmah. Allahumma Aamiin..
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i'd love to share about Merdeka in this posting.

MERDEKA (in context of peace) :

for me, is the freedom to live without fear (no bombs, explosions, exploitation, terrified when we are inside the house or going out from the house).
merdeka where we never had to endure all the hardships,  the feeling of uncertainty, the insecurity (less worried) like what the ancestors had gone through (during the war times,  been killed,  shots,)
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to gain merdeka,  is not an easy job. the people (back in old time)  need to undergoes war, diplomation,  meetings and signing many agreements to ensure that we are officially free from the terrorist,  colonialist.. They sacrificed their own safety, life for us,  the next generation.
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through this, we can say that , those people
need to unite in order to MERDEKA, cause UNITY is the fundemental of peaceful nation,  so that so us!  we need to unite dear Malaysian.
don't ruin this,  the peaceful and harmony vibes that we have been living for 60 years.
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we must tolerate,  accept and understand..
Even we have different opinions,  perceptions,  perspective among each other.
Cherish and embrace it!
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Love our country and
Happy 'indie'pendence day,  Malaysia.
I love you!

lol, we are having ketupat session 😄😄

week-end

its a last sunday week-end story!
mum's habit, she woke up at 6 in the morning (if weekdays, she woke up at 5.30)
such a morning person. lol.
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not to early in the morning, mum had prepared us breakfast (literally she put nasi lemak on the table properly bought by ayah at warung nearby the flats),
not long after that, ayah went out and pick up kak cik from her workplace (and brought roti canai..hahaha..cause this week, all are here. Full house! and we are certified food junkies when it comes to nasi lemak and roti canai in the morning! Arghhhh caloriessss)
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after light chit-chat during breakfast, we started to immerse with our things. Nap (lol(?), playing games, newspaper and magazines reading, watching TV and youtubes,
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next in the afternoon, we went to my cousin's wed. he's the 1st grandson in ayah's family side. since this is the chances to meet all, so we are going there to cherish the moment. lol. (I try to upload more pictures but why la it doesnt came out?)
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 next after settle down there and salam all the people, we went home and ask ayah permission to hang out together (we,  the sibs) and ayah approved! Yeayyy!

ya,  thats the good idea i think to hang out with the kiddos since we always hang out with mak ayah.. Hahaha.. i mean young people somehow went out just to stroll around. its a wanderer thing. Kahkahkah..

so we took the grab and vroom!

truthfully, i have the best sibs ever. and Alhamdulillah we are meant to live together. seeing them happy is my aim for this life. we try to talk often, sharing knowledge, exchange life stories, giving opinions, be an active listeners, and helping each other.

Thank you Allah. 

Such a bliss.

hope to always in Your Rahmah. 

i love my family, lillahi taala. 

random (again?)

the fact that i'm finding a man with stable emotion, rational, opportunist, always have beautiful thought, good thinker, sabar, loyal, got leadership skills are not a joke. i meant it and never stop praying.

for me,
a wise man never leave you behind, not even in the sorrow. he will care, guide, helps and love you to bits.

change!

too often, we find ourselves been doing the same things, an old, comfortable routine every weekdays, even on the weekends.
the days start typically by having a breakfast, scrolling down the internets, whats the news for today, listen to light music, television as the kickstart for the day.

who dare to challenge doing changes in life? go beyond comfort zone? find and brings the joy of happiness and give meaning to others?

i often talk to myself, this lately.
i must change.
i need to change.
if i want to live a good life, better than yesterday, i must do something.
Change! And go exploring!

Find something that filled with so much wonder that i'll never get bored too easily.

throwback yesterday..kekeke

Hajj rukun in simple explanation for the kids!

zoom this to get read all the things.

ngehehe.

Sokay,

i'll ease you by retype what i've written on the paper.

So 1st thing first to get it done in right steps (we put checkpoint) :

1) Miqat : where you are putting on the ihram and niat to perform Haji. I teach the kids niat in Malay.

Then,

2) Tawaf Qudum : its welcoming Tawaf (Tawaf selamat datang). The 1st Tawaf you've done when you reach Mecca (at Kaabah). After they done tawaf, i explained to the kids, they will perform solat 2 rakaat at the tomb of Prophet Ibrahim (near the Kaabah)

Next,
the journey of rukun Hajj continued by doing the Sa'i. They need to pass 7 times between Mount Safa & Mount Marwa. I put Zam-zam water (actually plain water) just to make them feel the real hajj where people get to drink zam-zam along the pass.. They are calling aloud the Talbiyah (on day of Tarwiyah)

After that, i bring them to Mina. We stop here on the way to Arafah. Pray, read Quran and doing lots of dzikr. Subhanallah walhamdulillah wala ila ha illallah wallah huakbar.

Then,  we went to Arafah for wuquf and asking for Allah's mercy. Never stop praying. Khusyuk and Tawadhuk.

Next,  to the Muzdalifah. The kids doing action performing the Maghrib and Isyak prayer and pretend to sleep.

Then,  they are going back to Mina for stoning the devils and recite Bismillahi Allahuakbar on each pebble at Jamratul Aqobah.

Suppose they done tahalul (sacrificing animals,  cutting hairs ) - but i just explained to them in theory. Lol.

And lastly,  we went back to Mecca and done the Tawaf again.

p/s : i'm writing this with the real feeling in Mecca.

May Allah ease us to be one of His guests. Aamiin.

Lol.  kinda plan. 

Alhamdulillah we've made this. Bravo teachers! 😘

Hajj simulation #Part2

We, all the teachers have done the hajj simulation for Kafa Students. we are explaining the every each Hajj rukun steps for them. Hopefully they understand it well from Miqat until Tawaf again. 

p/s : i'm doing the explanation in each video. but sorry because of the arrangement are not in a right steps.

they are now Hajj and Hajjah.. hehe. Alhamdulillah.

together we pray to be at Mecca to perform Hajj one day, aamiin.

Hajj simulation for kids #PART1

THE KIDS done Miqat, niat ihram -> Tawaf Qudum at Mecca (suppose to solat sunat 2x at Prophet Ibrahim Tomb) -> Saie,  Safa to Marwah -> went for Arafah for wuquf -> Mina (recitation Iqra',  Quran) -> a night in Muzdalifah (action sleeps and wake up)  -> went to Mina again, done Jamratul Aqabah,  stoning the devil where each pebble they said BISMILLAHI ALLAHUAKBAR -> tahalul action -> went to Makkah and tawaf again.

delay

how experienced you are,
how knowlegeable you think you are,
have u appointed a question who do you think you are?
me?
 i am nothing and an ordinary people. nothing special. no superpower. no sixth sense. i'm the one who trying to be better day by day.
i read more. try to push my myself to learn and understand more.

i now learn to free the mindset, be a good listener and advising myself to delay the judgement.

every people have their own space and privilage to speak out about theirselves.
by giving the privilage, let them explain themselves.

as what we think, what we see with the naked eyes may differs from the reality they hold.

never focus only the surface things without trying to understand.
little do we know how people value things around them,
the importances of keeping in touch together,
the way they understand whatever concept in life.

one day, some other time,
those people will be the reason to our smile with invisible tears,
that time when days passes, months and years..
where everything become rare, strange and distance apart,
the memories of 'ol time may dragged again..
IT WAS THEM THAT I HAD THE BEST DAYS OF LIFE WITH.

little

yes.
all we need is little patience.
little more times.
to adapt.
to have a deep thought.
to study and trying to gauge where and what topic should we heading for.
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things are all messed up.
its cruel, to just leave and come back again.
human have heart, feelings.
unlike dolls, except Annabelle. They haunted you!
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success

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i'm not a teacher.
i am intermediary and helps children to know more.

i assist them with Allah's blessing and rahmah

i'm happy and enjoy doing this.
stress will always there.
but
in the end i love it.

What is your index of success?
.
is it
Happiness?
Lot of money?
Fame?

women vs men?

nowadays, u tell me..
women had conquered most of men's career field. name it. pilot? we got pilotwomen. engineer? we also have it. mechanic? yes there are. soldier? Fighter? there involved women too. In fact, women now own the world. say, we can do whatever men can do. thus, do we need to claim this as GENDER EQUALITY? what are we trying to proof to? Women are not weak! Yes. we are not weak but,
WOMEN you don't have to be so much powerful over men,

Arrijalu qowwamuna 'alan nisa'

Allah says in the Qur'an, 

Men are caretakers (qawwamuna) of women, because of that through which Allah has favored one over another, and because of what they spend of their property (Qur'an 4:34). 

Allah had raised our level (read : refer to me, us as women) to the better place (understand as high level).
We will never be alone. Men must care, guide and respect us!

Islam has mould the good guidelines to ensure women never be the one who abandoned.
who did not follow the guidelines is the one who wronged!  Not the religion.

Men must do the favor of giving nafkah zahir & batin, support, good place to live and good clothes to wear, etc
in fact,
women can inherited the properties with qadr. there you see, how special we are as women.

the things are, we sometimes feel so pity to let the men prepare all the things just to ensure we feel comfortable and happy , hence we try to ease the burden.

we overcome the lack by ourselves. that is tolerance. tolerance comes from good communication. you both men and women must facilitates clear communication. declare the stuff,  understand and accept the matters that we need to work together for raising a better life.

Gender equality issue is something that i can't brain.
Feminism? I don't understand this too.

as for me, we both need each other very much.
we rise together and live harmony.

The other matter about the bad man who become woman-beater, who tend to treat woman as an object,  you moron! you pissed me off.

But trust me,
we cant reproduce a baby without the combination sperm and ovum is it?
be a good mum when you have children.
Teach them with love. tell them how beautiful Islam it is.
InshaAllah. Allah will help us to protect our family.

#pleasenooffense
#thisaremyhumbleopinion

chance

i breath this morning. Alhamdulillah. Allah wants me to survive again and more.
kickstart kaw this early am.
mak out of sudden made us nasi lemak for breakfast. lol. JANNAH for her. never failed to be a good mum. we stay together, not helping each other cause we noe we have to do this (read : everything)  together. everyone noes the role well even sometimes tend to ignore but they are very straightforward and outspoken. no hard feeling. hahaha..
you made mistake, someone will say it out aloud and potpetpotpet giving advise.
i love this way. since been absorbed this for a long time. outspoken is good, for a people who used to live that way. but not all people used to get along with that.

i wake up this morning, still remember what my ayah's boss said to me :

Young lady, you've done too many things until you lose your mission. Stop this bullshit and get focus!

i do love this kinda advice. hahaha.
#enigma
#mymoodcanchangesuddenly

measure

we must measure the level of understanding -the person who are we talking/interact to : its a must.
to ease the conversation.
to ease the discussion.
to make the things/informations/explanation went smooth and on point.

i never concern about this before. i tend to talk to show how smart i am. its very annoying.
that bad?  yes that bad. not about exposing the true colors, but thats the reality. *cakaptaknakkalah* lol..

time by time. when my circle start wide, where i start to mix around with random people with various thoughts, i mean not so random but new people come from diverse backgrounds and career field, then i start to reflect my way, my habit..why so childish? I questioned myself.

i talk without fully understand the point that i delivered to. no syncronization. not fully preaching. useless.

i took brief hiatus.

how i can adapt to be a teacher when i was an executive before?

the level of understanding between adults and kids are totallllllllly different.

the kids can easily hear you when you know how to tackle their heart with the good way. asking them politely, gently and talk the things that they can easily absorb.
its your willingness. to lower down your level of understanding and explain them using easy words.

and now,
where is the willingness?
why so ego?
measure first then you'll know the efficient way to deliver your points.

talk with brain and good niat.
then you'll have courage and sabar to handle whatever respond you get from the people you deliver your words too.
that is my point.

by the way,
i open with any advices and different opinions.
😉

daily expenses

how you manage your daily expenses?
cook by your own? tapau? eat at the restaurant?
What is the way or habit when you are buying stuff? Looking for quality? Quantity?  At least the thing you can use? Long-lasting? Hahaha..

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i love how zati manage her expenses.

she convert the expenses into percentage.
for her, the taste of chicken might differ if you go to kfc compared to food court, however you can still feeling full if you eating the chicken at the food court and you spend less..

well it's sokay to reward yourself, but every month?  No. That shouldn't be. it's not the reward. It's nafs. lol.

so for this month's salary, i start to manage my daily expenses by converting it into % and saving more.
Save save save.

Go dalila go!

clerk

clerk case.
usually common in med field.
you have to clerk the patient. jot down the point that may helps for further diagnose. especially their disease history, their brief background, life practise and why they end up coming to the clinic/hospital.

make them comfortable with us before we start to touch them as check-up procedure.
work with attitude. create good social interaction with the patient.

dealing with people are different with robot, machines, dekstop and other objects that have no feelings to consider or concern.

thats how the things in business.
approach the prospect with good attitude.
create good relationship.
respect and know who are you talking to.
you are going to convince them not to force.

the thing is they skip the approach, and hard selling forever.
stop being mean.
i hate it.
if i going to buy, i'll buy it.
dont annoy me.

different people may have different way.
its just i prefer soft approach.
talk with manners.
start with salam.
end with salam.
through the conversation, explain to me, what and why..enlighten the things..

making investment isnt such an easy part.
you have to think that the investment worth every penny you pay for.

be a seller with attitude.
the art of approaching people maybe written in the books,but for me its the thing to explore and understand.
i'm learning too.
and i have my weakness too.

but,
i try to ease you by telling my preferences.
not only in the business.
its holistically.

i prefer soft approach. talk with heart. explain with heart. in the honest way you can give.

in denial

tense.
the situation tense.
no such both sides are going to explain, to ease the discussions cause the feeling of i'm good, i'm in the right path were there.

not to accept any truth, reality, listen and figure out the problems.
both are in denial mode.
in own mindset.

cold.
the communication sucks.
useless.
cant understand well.
the context not firm.
the emotion takes part.

drift me away.
lol

the thought

Alhamdulillah.
Another day.
Another chance.
I wake up in the morning,  as usual.
emak's siren so effective.
my habit, easy to wake up but too lazy to straightaway do the necessaries. i'll take a min (or more) to scroll down the socmed. pretend being busy in the morning, checking here checking there..hahahaa..toooo drama queen,
cause the thing i'm doing every weekdays are a routine..where you can easily predict the time ur sister coming out from the bathroom, how long she takes to finish doing all sorts of her necessaries..and u can always adjust ur own time to meet the cut off prep before ayah start to take his car key and going down to start the engine..
its bored but to keep things optimized, i keep doing it, everyday.

The things that motivates me every single day is i want to do good things. Be a good one. Say the good one. Show the good one.

Lately, i was not in a good situation.
There were too many things coming in the same time. I lost in giving priorities.
Nothing worse, still can handle it well but the air is kinda weird i dunno how to fix it.

I always asked myself. Am i too ignorance?  Too lame,  too blunt to understand others' feeling? Too selfish?

This is all about myself.
chaotic.
i try to redefine life. the future i want to design by my own.

how i wish i can be such tolerant people. can easily accept the differences in giving opinions, slow down and think before i start to deliver whatever things i want to say, to reply by understanding not just to make the things dont drifted away.

i need more sources. to change this life. to be the better one.

Yes.
i need to change.

How i handle different people with different approach.
adapt with the changes.
but able to grab the opportunities as well to keep myself in a good social standard.

long silence.
i'm finding the way.

knowledge gap vs attitude

it takes different deals yet the common root for the answer to overcome it is the initiatives. voice out. pushing them to the limit.
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initiatives bring us to different level.
initiatives made us differ from common people.
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knowledge can increase if we have initiatives to read more, learn more.
attitude can change from bad to good, from good to better if we take initiatives to lower the ego, be a good listener, think thoroughly slow down and have a gut to fix it.
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we are nothing. living in this world, temporary and the taste of bliss is the little thing that we always concern.
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i'm open with the criticism, advices, but i cant deal with sarcasm.
its hurt. and sometimes i tend to rebel.

• Gosh!

playing hard to get

that doesnt sound awful, cause p-h-t-g is part of engagement between opposite sexes..lol..

you dont give yourself too easy for a man u dont even know well -esp his true feelings, his loyalty ehhmmm..


i got this problem of differentiating as going out for catching up or can we call it a date? Special one? Or if i expect that, do i misunderstood the air?


should i ask this straightforward? or shouldnt and let it naturally go by its way?


its not a warn by the way, but me, are not easily satisfied. maybe i was the one who being chased before and not the one who chased.


the role start to change 360° and i dont have any clue. i've tried twice and the thrice one (plan doesnt came out well, haha) but it doesnt give massive impact plus i feel soooo helpless.

not to initiate any conversation.
cause the feeling ' hey girl is that the only thing you can say to him? you fool! say something smart, ' began to curse myself.

this kinda play hard to get keep adrenaline rush. keep the insecurity feeling away. i need to get back on track.

'bear the lost and gain the new chance, choices and change!'

am i giving up?
hell NO!
things had just started. but i lost in the middle of the stuff.

• can handle it or not?

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long silence. I don't have the answers.
it's about wait and see.

night

i look outside by balcony.
seeing the night sky.
let the guards down.
taking a deep breath.
the stars. blink.
magnificient.
the light air and the wind brings me to calm and serenity.
this is temporary before the sky turns bright in the morning.
let me immersed in this feeling before the reality hits.
just let me be.
and i'll be fine.
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finally

Alhamdulillah we've made this time. No proper plan. Because we've plan before but never make it real.
I dm'ed her and ask her to go out just because my plan to Johor cancelledddd.. So frustrating..
And luckily she say yes!  Alhamdulillah.  Little did i know,  this is the bliss where i cant go for nadea's reception yet i can met my long lost friend where last i met her during our old time in matric,  mashaallah.. ALLAH's plan so much better than mine.
Since she promised to come after Zohor,
I got me-time (so excited i came to NU at 11 am). Grab sip of coffee at starbucks (not that because i used to go here but i just want to taste that new flavor,lollll it cost rm19.60 demmmm! Hahaha. *ikatperutuntilgaji*)
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That time, when i was all alone, i text akmal with no reason asking him, weh kau dekat mana blablabla and he said , weh aku dekat nu jugak and i was like lol, dah tu kau dekat mana ni, he said he was going to watch the movie with le girlsss, alaa akmal he is very friendly, my friend since the 2nd day during campus time. so i met him, this is accidentally meeting. bokbekbokbek and then i call zati (my friend who promised to meet me after zohor), but she didnt pick up ,later she texted me and said she might late. so i said sokay and i'll get a ticket of movie while waiting for her..hahaha..
There you are, i cant follow akmal cause he was watching annabelle with the girls. Omagaddd.. I just cant.
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I'll make my way by myself and start to concentrate watching the movie.
Its THE BATTLESHIP ISLAND movie!
i thought this is English movie..lame me..i dont even google the synopsis, just remember that morning i read one of the person i followed in instagram about her rating for this movie.
Lol in the middle of beginning of the movie, i saw korean font and start googling.
At that time, i feel like, ' i'm in the rite room or not?' lol
Lucky me!
Starring the movie are SO JI SUB & SONG JOONG KI!
both are my fav actors.
And its lucky too cause both my left and right sitting partner were the girl.
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Right after finished movie sesh, say bye to my next left sitting partner, i move faster to met zati and went to MPH, the place we promised to meet.
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i walk to weekly bestseller rack part and grab my very-want-to-own novel entitled BREATH written by Dr Beni Rusaini. God knows how much i adore him. Not his physical but his attitude, the way he treat his life, the way he shares his emotions.
He wrote with his heart.
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i waited zati for almost maybe 15mins since i can read a page of Jack Ma intro part, walk along the business reading rack and..
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" Dali!!"
Zati right behind me. We skip the shakehand part and hug tightly..
Allahuuuuuuu i missed you so much zatiiii..
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And there the catch up meet up sesh begin.
We talk about past, what past had bring us now, relationships, future plans, advices, discussions, and so many more i couldnt explain how we can still get along well like an ol'time.
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Thank you ti.
You noe i love you.
😘

convince

this could not be the hardest part.
convincing.
its like you convince people to understand why this and why not like that.
in where you know what are you doing it for.
convincing people sometimes could be easy than convincing ownself.
I sometimes cant convince myself whether my action wasnt a fluke.
what about the small part in myself?
be honest.
is it to impress anyone?
is it im doing it lillahitaala?
stuck.
i took a deep breath. istighfar.
Ya muqallibal qulub, tsabit qalbi 'ala dinik.
La ila hailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minnazzolimin.
Allah. Dont let me go astray.
For i really hope to be one of Jannah Team.
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are you good in convincing yourself?
tell me, how u do it. i need your advice.

battle

that time, you sitting alone. having sip of cold dark granola cereal frap in the not-so-morning am, with the intention of feeling full and reducing the thirst both in a time.
trying to read the fav book, at least to finish about 2 to 3 pages in at least 3 mins.
but it lasts not longer. when you decide that u cant bear the loneliness.
the condition where you need to honest with yourself. your real feeling.
.
the battle is damn hard.
.
the darkness doesnt big deal.
truthfully, you fear with your ownself, the real facts, the real situation.
.

no such one hit wonder.
this takes courage, full commitment, trust, consistency, clear communication, attraction, never give up and sense of belongings.
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the struggle start to be real.

#ihavetochoose2aisles

rising temperature

Syafakillah dear self. tibatiba balik kerja tadi tak sedap badan. Out of sudden. Short nap ,isi perut,  settle down solat and telan panadol. Allahu…

Don't Be Sad : Allah Knows

this place is design to break your heart. ;'(

things I need the most

for sure, in starting up the new venture,

1) ultimately i need a partner. the key person. who have so many ideas, great thinkers, calm and the one who always besides me thru happiness and sorrow.. (a person, its a person with full package and fit the characters, fret cant handle too many people in a time. gosh! alasan kau) ghahaha..jaebal..i pray hard for this..please ALLAH.

2) but sokay, if it meant to stay lone ranger, i'm hoping that Allah lead me to the right person who will ease my plan, aamiin..hope if i have workers, they tend to be good workers and didnt give me so much headache.. aamin3.. #positivecircle

3) advicesssss .. tons of it. especially on how to keep things balance. the priorities. the work-life-love-deen thangsss..how to cope it together, to get along fair and square for everything and everyone.

4) mentor. and guidanceeee. that will guide me through things that i'm doing, analyzing especially in financing. how to done the projection lulsssss and many more..

i could have list it only 4, but there are many of its. hahaha..
please, pray for me. for i'm trying to live better life.
aamiin.

c.u.

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karnamu..

dikirim Tuhan untuk melengkapiku menjaga hatiku..

karnamu..

hasrat terindah untuk cintaku..

ternyata kamu yang ku tunggu..

career

been graduated on 2015 from Universiti Malaysia Terengganu and luckily 'grapes planting activities' lasts only in 3 weeks.. trololol..ALHAMDULILLAH..
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as fisheries science graduated student who have no passion in continuing the application of what-subject-taken-in-uni for future career, this chosen path are quite hard.. (siapa suruh buat pilihan macam tuu, serves u rite! kahkahakah alaaa sokay *pat my own shoulder)
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so, the first place i worked after graduation was in the field of f&b and been appointed as one of high management level staff- the executive.
hahaha. at this time, seriously very innocent like i dunno they got politic in workplace. people will done anything and everything to stay, to be recognized, to always stay innocent yet cunning and blerghhh..
and the rizq there lasts for 5 months, Alhamdulillah. for the good and bitter memories.
after all, you guys are awesome and good luck for the company.
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during that time, after sign off from that place,
i feel down and nowhere to go (lol. sounds dramatic sgtt)
it takes half day for me to start re-build the spirit. re-think my own wrong-doings, reflect them, 1,2,3 and get up!
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that evening, i asked mum to accompany me to Mid Valley and spend the half day strolling out, eat in good place, shopping and laugh together as nothing happen before. lucky me, mum and dad understand and they let me release the stress with my own way.
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so by the next day, i start to bring my resume here and there, googgling the jobstreet website, mudah.com and many mores
Alhamdulillah Allah ease my journey.

been accepted working in kindy. until today.
the place where i never thought would spend more than a year.
its now 1 year and a half. amazing dalila! hahaha..
this is soooooo drastic career transition  deals i've made in my life.
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it is very hard at first.
from the executive post to the normal class teacher.
from the position where usually i'm giving the instructions to the position where i must do the instruction..hahaha bossy sounds!
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its hard but bearable that i get to know more things differ from previous work. get to noe more people. start to noe how to utilize the public transport. start to noe who is the real friend and who is not. start the businesssesss in order to earn a living and many things. Alhamdulillah for opening my eyes Allahurabbi.
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life do have the ups and down.
but its all about us, who treat the life. and you the one who choose how to lead the path of your own life.
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along this current career, i've found my ownself potential.
and guess what? ahaaa..


c u.

you and me

up until today.
i never stop thinking bout this.
bout you and me.
the taqdir that Allah had bring us to get to noe bout each other.
there must be something why we've meant to met.
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at first,
i never thought this meet up would stand longer than a day. hahaha.
even i feel like i've known you forever.
that it maybe just a simple hi and bye. and get back to our own life, as usual.
or if we've bump to each other, we can't recognise and just wave the hand..lol
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you and me.
two people in big different world.
different way of thinking.
different way of living.
different perspective and way of treating the life.
different in way pursuing the dream.
lol. its like both are in different dimension.
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oh i think its just me who think like that?
we both are tooo different.
in fact, sharing nothing in common.
i dunno the common one, is it the common or both are respecting others desire and try to tolerate, accepting and understand each other.
hahaha, i totally have no idea.
in 24, and still in unstable 'one' while my friends are having their own children, holding them in their arm, struggle hard to improve the life and i'm still stuck in this phase..
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hey different people had different time zone lah. hehe..
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but still,
whatever future brings us,
i always told meself to not leave you and let the time passed by and answers all.
if its really meant to be,
time will remove the wall and reveal what lies ahead..
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as i want you to noe,
i'll always remember you.
always.

get a life, find some hobby

and please enjoy the moment while you are having it. hahaha!
they tend to ask me,
how can you enjoy the moment if you are too busy capturing and recording all the events? you cant focus doing both things in the same time. lol. i laughed and the feeling is bitter. auch!
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hmmmm..hey i do enjoy la but in order to keep this memories remain, i have to capture it so i might recall it in another time, or maybe writing about the past events somewhere inside my book. my memo. (sometime perangai nyanyuk came and cant ever find a clue where i met this person, what things ive been doing and blablabla) and pleaselah cherish my way..kekekeke..
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i am totally agree with vivy on her blog.
the memories fade away, by the time passed. by the nature. we forgets. and what keep it immortalised are the photos, the videos, the write up about it. that will drag us back to the good memories, and feel bless of such great experience been going through all this while.
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hahaha. get a life can aaa?

homecoming!

hi assalamualaikum guys. whatchu doin' this lately?
its August month ady, and ya! time flies soooooo fast and wait none others.
getting busy day by day (lelsss) and doesnt have much time to write or sharing much in longggg articles (izit long? haha)
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its just, there are/(were) so many things had happen in my life. that really helps me a lot in shifting the way i think before/past and push me to be better person every single day.
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this may happen cause i'm finding new circles everyday and try hard to keep up the positive vibes,
after taking time so long being toooo comfortable with what i have and living on.
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thought the struggle is real. its real. damn real! hahaha. somehow i feel burden to be an adult and always wanted to be like the kids (imma kindy teacher btw, eheh) playing and goofing around, never understand how struggle their parents work day and night to maintain the economy and be happy at all time.
truthfully, it can't be like that, anymore. at this age. at this phase. (lol in 24 this year)
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i have to do something and must gave a thought of what future i wanted to bring it on.
the big why of changing my life is because i wanted to live a better life. better than yesterday. have stable career, stable relationships, stable savings, stable in maintaining what hobbies that i want to pursue and STABLE, emotionally, spiritually especially in deen, be better muslimah day by day.

thats how I define life in my point of view. is it tooooo fantasy? but i am optimist in achieving it. yes i can! *fist bump gais*
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-- to be close to our Creator (Allah swt) - which is fundamental need of every human being : they/we need to strive to gain it.
heals the chaotic inner selves (truly describes me), and put extra, conscious effort in seeking closeness to the Creator.

pray for me.
FIGHTERS DON'T QUIT, dear!

tough time don't last but tough people do. (tough galssss)


u noe me? i'm Dalila,btw
a kindy teacher for almost 2 years. ahaks! dun find cheerful trait in me, cause i love squinting all over the time. and sometime, garang oso. :P


bye, assalamualaikum
c u when i c u. gtg da~~

A T H E I S T ideology vs I S L A M religion

al-kisah dia seorang ATHEIST.
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tak sangka petang ini membawa kepada perkenalan dengan seorang gadis, pakai cap, simple dress-up, sweater ala2 forever young ,specky. calm and macho la senang cite. very straightforward, yet menyenangkan. dia, seorang pemandu grabcar.
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mendengarkan life background dia, i know she's gone so much pressure, i feel her. kalau kau tak ada mak ayah and then ada kakak pun xngaku adik, you'd feel no one ever care and loves you. kau akan fikir betapa kejamnya Tuhan.
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dia ckp dia cuba berbaik dgn kakak dia sbb aku rasa mesti dia expect aku akan nasihat dia untuk usaha berbaik, tapi jawapan aku lain. aku cakap benda ni matter of acceptance. hati manusia Tuhan pegang, but as long as kau xberhenti berdoa, satu hari nanti mesti dia terima kau. bila part aku cakap berdoa tu lah dia reveal yang dia atheist. I don't trust God. I don't trust Islam itself.
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Aku cakap ringkas, religion ni pegangan kita,pegangan yang sebaik-baik pegangan adalah pegangan yang memberi sinar harapan baru.. kau hidup,kau bernafas,kau makan,kau boleh drive, semua ni nikmat, and nikmat ni comes from the Almighthy.
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dia ckp I do trust hope tapi not Islam. time ni aku rasa aku ni nama je Islam tapi tak mampu nak fight for Islam.😂😂
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aku balas, ada perkara yang kita tak boleh interpret dengan akal, sebab sometimes things happen beyond our logical mind. Contoh macam zaman nabi musa,mana logik baling tongkat,tongkat jadi ular. Benda tu happen atas kuasa Allah. We can't ever think about it.
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Dia pun cakap lagi, pasal buraq naik langit ke 7, how come boleh naik sampai langit ke 7? Keluar dari arah mana?  Bumi kan bulat?  Aku pulak as pure muslim memang tak expect la soalan tu, sebab aku trust Muhammad macam yang aku ikrarkan dalam lafaz syahadah. lepastu aku jawab nahh,kan dah terbukti,perkara tu tak boleh dibuktikan dengan logik akal dan kehebatan sains, nak imagine naik cmne pun tak terimagine. Unless kau tahu buraq tu terbang.
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agaknya dia tak puas lagi, dia cakap lagi pasal Quran pulak. dia cakap kenapa dalam quran benarkan perang,bunuh,?
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aku like what? Aku cakap x adalah beb, kalau kau dituduh berzina pun, orang yang menuduh kau tu kena bawak saksi cukup syarat untuk sabitkan kau berzina. Inikan suruh perang. Perang ni jalan terakhir bila kau tak leh nak diplomasi tentang agama.
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Ok lepastu dia bawak keluar cerita pasal sorang hamba Allah ni pergi jumpa nabi dan bagitahu dia berzina,  banyak kali jumpa tapi nabi jawab, ' tak.. Kau tak berzina, mungkin kau terpegang dia, "
" tak.. Kau tak berzina, kau cuma tercium dia.. " sampailah nabi cakap Allah ampunkan kamu.
Dia cakap,  so Islam sokong zina, camtu?
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Aku balas lah sebab tu aib. Aib ni rahsia.
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Dia balas lagi, " so rahsia? As long as orang tak nampak kau boleh terus buat?"
Aku balas, " manusia tak nampak, tapi Allah nampak. Aib ni maksudnya benda keburukan yang bila kau dah repent,let it be between kau dengan God. Buat apa kau canang bagitahu orang lain sedangkan Allah dah tutup aib kau?"
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time ni diam jela sebab dah nak sampai and nak cari jalan.
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Last,aku bersalam and aku wish nice to know her btw, and hope to see her again, for the next time. Dia pun rilek je wish benda yang sama,and hoping to see me again. Have fun.
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Aku tahu dia sangat baik. Dia nak cari kenapa diri dia dicipta, dan aku pula sedia percaya tentang Islam tapi selalu leka. Semoga aku dan dia diberikan hidayah oleh Allah untuk jadi better Muslim.
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may ALLAH bless us.❤

Kenali jenis kulit anda.( Skin condition. )

KENALI JENIS KULIT ANDA.
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#A
Simptom-simptom KULIT SENSITIF :
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1) KULIT NIPIS : sehingga menampakkan urat-urat pembuluh darah
2) MUDAH TERKENA ALERGIK & IRRITATION : kemerah-merahan
3) SENANG GATAL-GATAL
4) KULIT BERSISIK-SISIK
5) LUKA SUSAH SEMBUH
6) SENANG NAIK JERAWAT
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Cara mengatasi masalah kulit sensitif :
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Amalkan penggunaan minyak kelapa,vitamin C,air mineral (bahan aktif Nadear)
1) CLAYMASK –SESUAI UNTUK KULIT SENSITIF –UTK DETOKS, SCRUB ( SBB TAK MENIPISKAN KULIT)
2) CLEANSER- MENCUCI DAN MERAWAT KULIT – ( SESUAI UNTUK KULIT SENSITIF KERANA MENGANDUNGI MINYAK KELAPA DARA DAN VITAMINC )
3) VITC FOUNDATION – SESUAI UNTUK KULIT SENSITIF
4) SERUM – SESUAI UNTUK SEMUA KULIT SENSITIF BAGI MERAWAT DAN MENCERAHKAN KULIT KERANA MENGANDUNGI VITAMIN C
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#B
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KULIT BERMINYAK terhasil salah satu faktornya adalah kerana hormon yang mana kelenjar minyak (sebacious gland) ketika ini sangat produktif sehingga sebum terembes secara tak terkawal.
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Bakteria yang terperangkap akhirnya menyebabkan tumbuhnya jerawat.
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Jadi, cara untuk mengatasi masalah kulit ini adalah dengan rajin mencuci wajah 2-3 kali sehari menggunakan air suam untuk membuka ruang pori dan menutup pori dengan bilasan air sejuk.
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Rajinkan detoks kulit anda dengan masker untuk menyingkirkan minyak berlebihan.            
1) Detoks menggunakan BAMBOO CHARCOAL CLAYMASK untuk serap minyakk
2) Rajin cuci muka , boleh gunakan VITC CLEANSER        
3) Gunakan Serum untuk menutup pori  dan treatment semula kulit
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#C
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Kulit normal mempunyai ciri-ciri yang seimbang. Tidak berminyak, tidak nipis, tiada iritasi, tidak berjerawat dan lain-lain.
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Anda hanya perlu maintain penjagaan wajah serta menjaga pemakanan untuk mengekalkan kecantikan kulit serta tampil kemas berseri.

Semua rangkaian produk NADEAR sesuai ❤
1) BAMBOO CHARCOAL CLAYMASK – BUANG SEL KULIT MATI , HALUSKAN KULIT , MENCERAHKAN KULIT , DETOKS SEMULA KULIT , MENYERAP KOTORAN DARI DALAM KULIT
2) VITC CLEANSER – MENCUCI KEDALAM LIANG PORI , MELEMBAPKAN KULIT DAN MEMATIKAN BAKTERIA. SERTA BERFUNGSI SEBAGAI PENCERAH KULIT DAN MERAWAT
3) VITC SERUM- BAGUS UNTUK MENCANTIKKAN LAGI KULIT DENGAN MERAWAT DAN MENCERAH
4) VITC FOUNDATION – MENYERIKAN KULIT DAN MELINDUNGI KULIT, SSERTA BOLEH MERAWAT DAN MENCERAHKAN KULIT  SAMBILSAMBIL MEKAP.
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#D
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Kulit kering terjadi apabila kulit kurang kelembapan, bersisik-sisik (scaling), menggelupas (peeling), berkedut, dehydration.
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Banyak faktor penyebab kulit kering iaitu cuaca, suasana berhawa dingin, kerap cuci dengan air panas,  gangguan kelenjar tiroid dan mcm2 lagi.
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 Untuk merawat kulit kering, hendaklah rajin apply serum bagi mengembalikan kelembapan kulit, cucian muka dengan air sejuk untuk menutup pori-pori dan skrub kulit dengan masker untuk menanggalkan sel kulit mati.

Rangkaian produk yang sesuai adalah
1) CLAYMASK – UNTUK BUANG SEL KULIT MATI
2) CLEANSER- MENCUCI SERTA MELEMBAPKAN KULIT
KERANA KAYA DENGAN MINYAK KELAPA DARA
3) SERUM –MERAWAT SEMULA KULIT
4) FOUNDATION
5) MOISTURISER
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#E
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Kulit kombinasi adalah gabungan kulit berminyak kering. Kebiasaanya t-zone adalah kawasan berminyak manakala pipi merupakan kawasan kering.
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Untuk merawat masalah kulit ini, anda DETOKS utk menyerap semua lebihan minyak dan  hendaklah mencuci muka secara teratur, apply serum untuk merawat kulit dan menggalakkan pertumbuhan sel baharu yg lebih sihat dan memakai masker untuk menyingkirkan sel kulit mati.penggunaan produk yg mempunyai spf juga digalakkan bagi melindungi kulit dari terbakar terkena sinaran UVA & UVB secara terus.
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#nadearteam

#nadearlover

A-skincare you have to own!

Alhamdulillah,  mashaAllah. Being doing good all this time, alhamdulillah. Allah's ease so much thing through this journey.
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just want to share with all of you 'bout my new make-up addiction brought to you by NADEAR FACECARE from MALAYSIA. The combination of FACECARE and MAKE-UP natural care treatment.
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if you wish to know more about this NADEAR product, no doubt to take a look on FB page :NADEAR HQ now!
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Doa dhuha

cuba-----
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untuk ringankan langkah bersujud memohon pada KEAGUNGANNYA, KEINDAHANNYA, KEKUATANNYA, & KEKUASAANNYA. --
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Allahu ya Allah, kami malu tapi kami tetap mahu meminta-minta kepadaMu kerana diri ini meyakini akan semua janjiMu itu takkan pernah mengecewakan.
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Jom. Mari berdhuha dan berdoa ❤
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#nadearteam
#nadearlover

Manfaat minyak kelapa dara, jojoba oil dan aloe vera

💟 NADEAR 💟
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nak dapatkan khasiat dan manfaat daripada semua bahan-bahan ni?  tak susah pun, NADEAR dah siapkan rumusan formulation terbaik untuk anda! .
bahan-bahan aktif yang terbaik dan natural hanya dari NADEAR.
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#nadearteam
#nadearlover

FURAIHA, NADEAR dan CINTA

TERSEPIT DALAM CINTA 3 SEGI.
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dulu dengan yang lain, kini dengan yang lain.
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bukan sengaja nak menduakan,  tapi hati tersuka tanpa sengaja pada yang lain.
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si dia,  bernama FURAIHA cukup terbaik. bahkan dari Furaiha lah, ila mengenal dunia perniagaan. Selok-belok bidang marketing. Jemaahnya superb. Bersepah-sepah seluruh Malaysia dan yang pastinya datang dari pelbagai EMPIRE pun tetap bersatu hati. Hebat kan founder Furaiha?
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cuma, terkadang tercuit hati untuk mencuba pula yang lain, nak-nak produk dari kawan sendiri, mudah nak dapatkan, malah terus berjumpa dan private coaching sekali.
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dia, NADEAR. yang mulanya ila sekadar cuba-cuba sehingga kini ila terjebak sepenuhnya. yang buat ila lebih yakin, sama seperti Furaiha adalah content bahannya. HEBAT & BERKUALITI TINGGI!
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sungguh tak tipu. Kalau nak bandingkan kedua-duanya, memang tak terbanding. Dua-dua sama HEBAT & dua-dua ada keunikan tersendiri. Dan dua-dua buat ila JATUH CINTA!
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kini, sudah lebih 2 bulan konsisten bersama NADEAR, ila rasa lebih yakin untuk suggest dan kalau boleh nak korang cuba sendiri dan nilai NADEAR ni macam mana.
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Emm, agak-agak ada ke yang nak dengar pengalaman ila cuba produk NADEAR ni?
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Rules for Happily Marriage.

Ten Rules for a Happy Marriage :)

1. Never both be angry at the same time.

2. Never yell at each other unless the house is on fire.

3. If one of you has to win an argument, let it be your mate.

4. If you must criticize, do it lovingly.

5. Never bring up mistakes of the past.

6. Neglect the whole world rather than each other.

7. Never go to sleep with an argument unsettled.

8. At least once every day say a kind or complimentary word to your life partner.

9. When you have done something wrong, admit it and ask for forgiveness.

10. Remember it takes two to make a quarrel. and the one is the wrong is the one who does the most talking.

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PENAT DAH GUNA PRODUK REBRAND? MAKIN BYK JERAWAT NANAH?  TAKUT SUAMI LARI DAN PANDANG PEREMPUAN LAIN?
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tapi apa tindakan korang?
Dah fikir jalan keluar dari masalah? Ke menunggu magic semuanya akan berubah jadi elok sekelip mata?
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yangg, Allah takkan bantu hambaNya selagimana dia tidak membantu dirinya. Jadi berusahalah. berusaha dan berfikir bagaimana cara untuk menyelesaikan masalah salahguna produk, masalah muka breakout teruk, dan dalam masa yang sama cari cara nak mengharmonikan rumah tangga.
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percayalah yang, bila masalah yang simple boleh settle, inshaallah dear boleh bina keyakinan diri untuk hadapi masalah yang lebih besar sebab Allah dah janji yang Dia takkan pernah uji makhlukNya lebih dari kemampuan dirinya utk menanggung ujian.
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kami tak pernah paksa anda untuk cuba produk NADEAR ni sebab niat kami adalah ingin berkongsikan pengalaman kami dan kebaikan produk ini kepada anda semua yang masih tercari-cari produk facecare yang selamat dan berkesan.
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Berkesan inshaAllah. cuba dulu,baru tahu.

#nadearteam
#nadearlover

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