convince

this could not be the hardest part.
convincing.
its like you convince people to understand why this and why not like that.
in where you know what are you doing it for.
convincing people sometimes could be easy than convincing ownself.
I sometimes cant convince myself whether my action wasnt a fluke.
what about the small part in myself?
be honest.
is it to impress anyone?
is it im doing it lillahitaala?
stuck.
i took a deep breath. istighfar.
Ya muqallibal qulub, tsabit qalbi 'ala dinik.
La ila hailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minnazzolimin.
Allah. Dont let me go astray.
For i really hope to be one of Jannah Team.
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are you good in convincing yourself?
tell me, how u do it. i need your advice.

battle

that time, you sitting alone. having sip of cold dark granola cereal frap in the not-so-morning am, with the intention of feeling full and reducing the thirst both in a time.
trying to read the fav book, at least to finish about 2 to 3 pages in at least 3 mins.
but it lasts not longer. when you decide that u cant bear the loneliness.
the condition where you need to honest with yourself. your real feeling.
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the battle is damn hard.
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the darkness doesnt big deal.
truthfully, you fear with your ownself, the real facts, the real situation.
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no such one hit wonder.
this takes courage, full commitment, trust, consistency, clear communication, attraction, never give up and sense of belongings.
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the struggle start to be real.

#ihavetochoose2aisles

rising temperature

Syafakillah dear self. tibatiba balik kerja tadi tak sedap badan. Out of sudden. Short nap ,isi perut,  settle down solat and telan panadol. Allahu…

Don't Be Sad : Allah Knows

this place is design to break your heart. ;'(

things I need the most

for sure, in starting up the new venture,

1) ultimately i need a partner. the key person. who have so many ideas, great thinkers, calm and the one who always besides me thru happiness and sorrow.. (a person, its a person with full package and fit the characters, fret cant handle too many people in a time. gosh! alasan kau) ghahaha..jaebal..i pray hard for this..please ALLAH.

2) but sokay, if it meant to stay lone ranger, i'm hoping that Allah lead me to the right person who will ease my plan, aamiin..hope if i have workers, they tend to be good workers and didnt give me so much headache.. aamin3.. #positivecircle

3) advicesssss .. tons of it. especially on how to keep things balance. the priorities. the work-life-love-deen thangsss..how to cope it together, to get along fair and square for everything and everyone.

4) mentor. and guidanceeee. that will guide me through things that i'm doing, analyzing especially in financing. how to done the projection lulsssss and many more..

i could have list it only 4, but there are many of its. hahaha..
please, pray for me. for i'm trying to live better life.
aamiin.

c.u.

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karnamu..

dikirim Tuhan untuk melengkapiku menjaga hatiku..

karnamu..

hasrat terindah untuk cintaku..

ternyata kamu yang ku tunggu..

career

been graduated on 2015 from Universiti Malaysia Terengganu and luckily 'grapes planting activities' lasts only in 3 weeks.. trololol..ALHAMDULILLAH..
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as fisheries science graduated student who have no passion in continuing the application of what-subject-taken-in-uni for future career, this chosen path are quite hard.. (siapa suruh buat pilihan macam tuu, serves u rite! kahkahakah alaaa sokay *pat my own shoulder)
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so, the first place i worked after graduation was in the field of f&b and been appointed as one of high management level staff- the executive.
hahaha. at this time, seriously very innocent like i dunno they got politic in workplace. people will done anything and everything to stay, to be recognized, to always stay innocent yet cunning and blerghhh..
and the rizq there lasts for 5 months, Alhamdulillah. for the good and bitter memories.
after all, you guys are awesome and good luck for the company.
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during that time, after sign off from that place,
i feel down and nowhere to go (lol. sounds dramatic sgtt)
it takes half day for me to start re-build the spirit. re-think my own wrong-doings, reflect them, 1,2,3 and get up!
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that evening, i asked mum to accompany me to Mid Valley and spend the half day strolling out, eat in good place, shopping and laugh together as nothing happen before. lucky me, mum and dad understand and they let me release the stress with my own way.
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so by the next day, i start to bring my resume here and there, googgling the jobstreet website, mudah.com and many mores
Alhamdulillah Allah ease my journey.

been accepted working in kindy. until today.
the place where i never thought would spend more than a year.
its now 1 year and a half. amazing dalila! hahaha..
this is soooooo drastic career transition  deals i've made in my life.
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it is very hard at first.
from the executive post to the normal class teacher.
from the position where usually i'm giving the instructions to the position where i must do the instruction..hahaha bossy sounds!
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its hard but bearable that i get to know more things differ from previous work. get to noe more people. start to noe how to utilize the public transport. start to noe who is the real friend and who is not. start the businesssesss in order to earn a living and many things. Alhamdulillah for opening my eyes Allahurabbi.
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life do have the ups and down.
but its all about us, who treat the life. and you the one who choose how to lead the path of your own life.
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along this current career, i've found my ownself potential.
and guess what? ahaaa..


c u.

you and me

up until today.
i never stop thinking bout this.
bout you and me.
the taqdir that Allah had bring us to get to noe bout each other.
there must be something why we've meant to met.
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at first,
i never thought this meet up would stand longer than a day. hahaha.
even i feel like i've known you forever.
that it maybe just a simple hi and bye. and get back to our own life, as usual.
or if we've bump to each other, we can't recognise and just wave the hand..lol
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you and me.
two people in big different world.
different way of thinking.
different way of living.
different perspective and way of treating the life.
different in way pursuing the dream.
lol. its like both are in different dimension.
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oh i think its just me who think like that?
we both are tooo different.
in fact, sharing nothing in common.
i dunno the common one, is it the common or both are respecting others desire and try to tolerate, accepting and understand each other.
hahaha, i totally have no idea.
in 24, and still in unstable 'one' while my friends are having their own children, holding them in their arm, struggle hard to improve the life and i'm still stuck in this phase..
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hey different people had different time zone lah. hehe..
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but still,
whatever future brings us,
i always told meself to not leave you and let the time passed by and answers all.
if its really meant to be,
time will remove the wall and reveal what lies ahead..
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as i want you to noe,
i'll always remember you.
always.

get a life, find some hobby

and please enjoy the moment while you are having it. hahaha!
they tend to ask me,
how can you enjoy the moment if you are too busy capturing and recording all the events? you cant focus doing both things in the same time. lol. i laughed and the feeling is bitter. auch!
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hmmmm..hey i do enjoy la but in order to keep this memories remain, i have to capture it so i might recall it in another time, or maybe writing about the past events somewhere inside my book. my memo. (sometime perangai nyanyuk came and cant ever find a clue where i met this person, what things ive been doing and blablabla) and pleaselah cherish my way..kekekeke..
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i am totally agree with vivy on her blog.
the memories fade away, by the time passed. by the nature. we forgets. and what keep it immortalised are the photos, the videos, the write up about it. that will drag us back to the good memories, and feel bless of such great experience been going through all this while.
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hahaha. get a life can aaa?

homecoming!

hi assalamualaikum guys. whatchu doin' this lately?
its August month ady, and ya! time flies soooooo fast and wait none others.
getting busy day by day (lelsss) and doesnt have much time to write or sharing much in longggg articles (izit long? haha)
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its just, there are/(were) so many things had happen in my life. that really helps me a lot in shifting the way i think before/past and push me to be better person every single day.
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this may happen cause i'm finding new circles everyday and try hard to keep up the positive vibes,
after taking time so long being toooo comfortable with what i have and living on.
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thought the struggle is real. its real. damn real! hahaha. somehow i feel burden to be an adult and always wanted to be like the kids (imma kindy teacher btw, eheh) playing and goofing around, never understand how struggle their parents work day and night to maintain the economy and be happy at all time.
truthfully, it can't be like that, anymore. at this age. at this phase. (lol in 24 this year)
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i have to do something and must gave a thought of what future i wanted to bring it on.
the big why of changing my life is because i wanted to live a better life. better than yesterday. have stable career, stable relationships, stable savings, stable in maintaining what hobbies that i want to pursue and STABLE, emotionally, spiritually especially in deen, be better muslimah day by day.

thats how I define life in my point of view. is it tooooo fantasy? but i am optimist in achieving it. yes i can! *fist bump gais*
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-- to be close to our Creator (Allah swt) - which is fundamental need of every human being : they/we need to strive to gain it.
heals the chaotic inner selves (truly describes me), and put extra, conscious effort in seeking closeness to the Creator.

pray for me.
FIGHTERS DON'T QUIT, dear!

tough time don't last but tough people do. (tough galssss)


u noe me? i'm Dalila,btw
a kindy teacher for almost 2 years. ahaks! dun find cheerful trait in me, cause i love squinting all over the time. and sometime, garang oso. :P


bye, assalamualaikum
c u when i c u. gtg da~~

A T H E I S T ideology vs I S L A M religion

al-kisah dia seorang ATHEIST.
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tak sangka petang ini membawa kepada perkenalan dengan seorang gadis, pakai cap, simple dress-up, sweater ala2 forever young ,specky. calm and macho la senang cite. very straightforward, yet menyenangkan. dia, seorang pemandu grabcar.
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mendengarkan life background dia, i know she's gone so much pressure, i feel her. kalau kau tak ada mak ayah and then ada kakak pun xngaku adik, you'd feel no one ever care and loves you. kau akan fikir betapa kejamnya Tuhan.
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dia ckp dia cuba berbaik dgn kakak dia sbb aku rasa mesti dia expect aku akan nasihat dia untuk usaha berbaik, tapi jawapan aku lain. aku cakap benda ni matter of acceptance. hati manusia Tuhan pegang, but as long as kau xberhenti berdoa, satu hari nanti mesti dia terima kau. bila part aku cakap berdoa tu lah dia reveal yang dia atheist. I don't trust God. I don't trust Islam itself.
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Aku cakap ringkas, religion ni pegangan kita,pegangan yang sebaik-baik pegangan adalah pegangan yang memberi sinar harapan baru.. kau hidup,kau bernafas,kau makan,kau boleh drive, semua ni nikmat, and nikmat ni comes from the Almighthy.
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dia ckp I do trust hope tapi not Islam. time ni aku rasa aku ni nama je Islam tapi tak mampu nak fight for Islam.😂😂
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aku balas, ada perkara yang kita tak boleh interpret dengan akal, sebab sometimes things happen beyond our logical mind. Contoh macam zaman nabi musa,mana logik baling tongkat,tongkat jadi ular. Benda tu happen atas kuasa Allah. We can't ever think about it.
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Dia pun cakap lagi, pasal buraq naik langit ke 7, how come boleh naik sampai langit ke 7? Keluar dari arah mana?  Bumi kan bulat?  Aku pulak as pure muslim memang tak expect la soalan tu, sebab aku trust Muhammad macam yang aku ikrarkan dalam lafaz syahadah. lepastu aku jawab nahh,kan dah terbukti,perkara tu tak boleh dibuktikan dengan logik akal dan kehebatan sains, nak imagine naik cmne pun tak terimagine. Unless kau tahu buraq tu terbang.
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agaknya dia tak puas lagi, dia cakap lagi pasal Quran pulak. dia cakap kenapa dalam quran benarkan perang,bunuh,?
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aku like what? Aku cakap x adalah beb, kalau kau dituduh berzina pun, orang yang menuduh kau tu kena bawak saksi cukup syarat untuk sabitkan kau berzina. Inikan suruh perang. Perang ni jalan terakhir bila kau tak leh nak diplomasi tentang agama.
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Ok lepastu dia bawak keluar cerita pasal sorang hamba Allah ni pergi jumpa nabi dan bagitahu dia berzina,  banyak kali jumpa tapi nabi jawab, ' tak.. Kau tak berzina, mungkin kau terpegang dia, "
" tak.. Kau tak berzina, kau cuma tercium dia.. " sampailah nabi cakap Allah ampunkan kamu.
Dia cakap,  so Islam sokong zina, camtu?
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Aku balas lah sebab tu aib. Aib ni rahsia.
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Dia balas lagi, " so rahsia? As long as orang tak nampak kau boleh terus buat?"
Aku balas, " manusia tak nampak, tapi Allah nampak. Aib ni maksudnya benda keburukan yang bila kau dah repent,let it be between kau dengan God. Buat apa kau canang bagitahu orang lain sedangkan Allah dah tutup aib kau?"
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time ni diam jela sebab dah nak sampai and nak cari jalan.
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Last,aku bersalam and aku wish nice to know her btw, and hope to see her again, for the next time. Dia pun rilek je wish benda yang sama,and hoping to see me again. Have fun.
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Aku tahu dia sangat baik. Dia nak cari kenapa diri dia dicipta, dan aku pula sedia percaya tentang Islam tapi selalu leka. Semoga aku dan dia diberikan hidayah oleh Allah untuk jadi better Muslim.
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may ALLAH bless us.❤

Kenali jenis kulit anda.( Skin condition. )

KENALI JENIS KULIT ANDA.
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#A
Simptom-simptom KULIT SENSITIF :
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1) KULIT NIPIS : sehingga menampakkan urat-urat pembuluh darah
2) MUDAH TERKENA ALERGIK & IRRITATION : kemerah-merahan
3) SENANG GATAL-GATAL
4) KULIT BERSISIK-SISIK
5) LUKA SUSAH SEMBUH
6) SENANG NAIK JERAWAT
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Cara mengatasi masalah kulit sensitif :
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Amalkan penggunaan minyak kelapa,vitamin C,air mineral (bahan aktif Nadear)
1) CLAYMASK –SESUAI UNTUK KULIT SENSITIF –UTK DETOKS, SCRUB ( SBB TAK MENIPISKAN KULIT)
2) CLEANSER- MENCUCI DAN MERAWAT KULIT – ( SESUAI UNTUK KULIT SENSITIF KERANA MENGANDUNGI MINYAK KELAPA DARA DAN VITAMINC )
3) VITC FOUNDATION – SESUAI UNTUK KULIT SENSITIF
4) SERUM – SESUAI UNTUK SEMUA KULIT SENSITIF BAGI MERAWAT DAN MENCERAHKAN KULIT KERANA MENGANDUNGI VITAMIN C
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#B
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KULIT BERMINYAK terhasil salah satu faktornya adalah kerana hormon yang mana kelenjar minyak (sebacious gland) ketika ini sangat produktif sehingga sebum terembes secara tak terkawal.
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Bakteria yang terperangkap akhirnya menyebabkan tumbuhnya jerawat.
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Jadi, cara untuk mengatasi masalah kulit ini adalah dengan rajin mencuci wajah 2-3 kali sehari menggunakan air suam untuk membuka ruang pori dan menutup pori dengan bilasan air sejuk.
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Rajinkan detoks kulit anda dengan masker untuk menyingkirkan minyak berlebihan.            
1) Detoks menggunakan BAMBOO CHARCOAL CLAYMASK untuk serap minyakk
2) Rajin cuci muka , boleh gunakan VITC CLEANSER        
3) Gunakan Serum untuk menutup pori  dan treatment semula kulit
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#C
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Kulit normal mempunyai ciri-ciri yang seimbang. Tidak berminyak, tidak nipis, tiada iritasi, tidak berjerawat dan lain-lain.
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Anda hanya perlu maintain penjagaan wajah serta menjaga pemakanan untuk mengekalkan kecantikan kulit serta tampil kemas berseri.

Semua rangkaian produk NADEAR sesuai ❤
1) BAMBOO CHARCOAL CLAYMASK – BUANG SEL KULIT MATI , HALUSKAN KULIT , MENCERAHKAN KULIT , DETOKS SEMULA KULIT , MENYERAP KOTORAN DARI DALAM KULIT
2) VITC CLEANSER – MENCUCI KEDALAM LIANG PORI , MELEMBAPKAN KULIT DAN MEMATIKAN BAKTERIA. SERTA BERFUNGSI SEBAGAI PENCERAH KULIT DAN MERAWAT
3) VITC SERUM- BAGUS UNTUK MENCANTIKKAN LAGI KULIT DENGAN MERAWAT DAN MENCERAH
4) VITC FOUNDATION – MENYERIKAN KULIT DAN MELINDUNGI KULIT, SSERTA BOLEH MERAWAT DAN MENCERAHKAN KULIT  SAMBILSAMBIL MEKAP.
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#D
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Kulit kering terjadi apabila kulit kurang kelembapan, bersisik-sisik (scaling), menggelupas (peeling), berkedut, dehydration.
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Banyak faktor penyebab kulit kering iaitu cuaca, suasana berhawa dingin, kerap cuci dengan air panas,  gangguan kelenjar tiroid dan mcm2 lagi.
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 Untuk merawat kulit kering, hendaklah rajin apply serum bagi mengembalikan kelembapan kulit, cucian muka dengan air sejuk untuk menutup pori-pori dan skrub kulit dengan masker untuk menanggalkan sel kulit mati.

Rangkaian produk yang sesuai adalah
1) CLAYMASK – UNTUK BUANG SEL KULIT MATI
2) CLEANSER- MENCUCI SERTA MELEMBAPKAN KULIT
KERANA KAYA DENGAN MINYAK KELAPA DARA
3) SERUM –MERAWAT SEMULA KULIT
4) FOUNDATION
5) MOISTURISER
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#E
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Kulit kombinasi adalah gabungan kulit berminyak kering. Kebiasaanya t-zone adalah kawasan berminyak manakala pipi merupakan kawasan kering.
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Untuk merawat masalah kulit ini, anda DETOKS utk menyerap semua lebihan minyak dan  hendaklah mencuci muka secara teratur, apply serum untuk merawat kulit dan menggalakkan pertumbuhan sel baharu yg lebih sihat dan memakai masker untuk menyingkirkan sel kulit mati.penggunaan produk yg mempunyai spf juga digalakkan bagi melindungi kulit dari terbakar terkena sinaran UVA & UVB secara terus.
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#nadearteam

#nadearlover

A-skincare you have to own!

Alhamdulillah,  mashaAllah. Being doing good all this time, alhamdulillah. Allah's ease so much thing through this journey.
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just want to share with all of you 'bout my new make-up addiction brought to you by NADEAR FACECARE from MALAYSIA. The combination of FACECARE and MAKE-UP natural care treatment.
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if you wish to know more about this NADEAR product, no doubt to take a look on FB page :NADEAR HQ now!
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Doa dhuha

cuba-----
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untuk ringankan langkah bersujud memohon pada KEAGUNGANNYA, KEINDAHANNYA, KEKUATANNYA, & KEKUASAANNYA. --
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Allahu ya Allah, kami malu tapi kami tetap mahu meminta-minta kepadaMu kerana diri ini meyakini akan semua janjiMu itu takkan pernah mengecewakan.
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Jom. Mari berdhuha dan berdoa ❤
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#nadearteam
#nadearlover

Manfaat minyak kelapa dara, jojoba oil dan aloe vera

💟 NADEAR 💟
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nak dapatkan khasiat dan manfaat daripada semua bahan-bahan ni?  tak susah pun, NADEAR dah siapkan rumusan formulation terbaik untuk anda! .
bahan-bahan aktif yang terbaik dan natural hanya dari NADEAR.
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#nadearteam
#nadearlover

FURAIHA, NADEAR dan CINTA

TERSEPIT DALAM CINTA 3 SEGI.
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dulu dengan yang lain, kini dengan yang lain.
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bukan sengaja nak menduakan,  tapi hati tersuka tanpa sengaja pada yang lain.
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si dia,  bernama FURAIHA cukup terbaik. bahkan dari Furaiha lah, ila mengenal dunia perniagaan. Selok-belok bidang marketing. Jemaahnya superb. Bersepah-sepah seluruh Malaysia dan yang pastinya datang dari pelbagai EMPIRE pun tetap bersatu hati. Hebat kan founder Furaiha?
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cuma, terkadang tercuit hati untuk mencuba pula yang lain, nak-nak produk dari kawan sendiri, mudah nak dapatkan, malah terus berjumpa dan private coaching sekali.
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dia, NADEAR. yang mulanya ila sekadar cuba-cuba sehingga kini ila terjebak sepenuhnya. yang buat ila lebih yakin, sama seperti Furaiha adalah content bahannya. HEBAT & BERKUALITI TINGGI!
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sungguh tak tipu. Kalau nak bandingkan kedua-duanya, memang tak terbanding. Dua-dua sama HEBAT & dua-dua ada keunikan tersendiri. Dan dua-dua buat ila JATUH CINTA!
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kini, sudah lebih 2 bulan konsisten bersama NADEAR, ila rasa lebih yakin untuk suggest dan kalau boleh nak korang cuba sendiri dan nilai NADEAR ni macam mana.
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Emm, agak-agak ada ke yang nak dengar pengalaman ila cuba produk NADEAR ni?
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;)

Rules for Happily Marriage.

Ten Rules for a Happy Marriage :)

1. Never both be angry at the same time.

2. Never yell at each other unless the house is on fire.

3. If one of you has to win an argument, let it be your mate.

4. If you must criticize, do it lovingly.

5. Never bring up mistakes of the past.

6. Neglect the whole world rather than each other.

7. Never go to sleep with an argument unsettled.

8. At least once every day say a kind or complimentary word to your life partner.

9. When you have done something wrong, admit it and ask for forgiveness.

10. Remember it takes two to make a quarrel. and the one is the wrong is the one who does the most talking.

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PENAT DAH GUNA PRODUK REBRAND? MAKIN BYK JERAWAT NANAH?  TAKUT SUAMI LARI DAN PANDANG PEREMPUAN LAIN?
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tapi apa tindakan korang?
Dah fikir jalan keluar dari masalah? Ke menunggu magic semuanya akan berubah jadi elok sekelip mata?
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yangg, Allah takkan bantu hambaNya selagimana dia tidak membantu dirinya. Jadi berusahalah. berusaha dan berfikir bagaimana cara untuk menyelesaikan masalah salahguna produk, masalah muka breakout teruk, dan dalam masa yang sama cari cara nak mengharmonikan rumah tangga.
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percayalah yang, bila masalah yang simple boleh settle, inshaallah dear boleh bina keyakinan diri untuk hadapi masalah yang lebih besar sebab Allah dah janji yang Dia takkan pernah uji makhlukNya lebih dari kemampuan dirinya utk menanggung ujian.
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kami tak pernah paksa anda untuk cuba produk NADEAR ni sebab niat kami adalah ingin berkongsikan pengalaman kami dan kebaikan produk ini kepada anda semua yang masih tercari-cari produk facecare yang selamat dan berkesan.
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Berkesan inshaAllah. cuba dulu,baru tahu.

#nadearteam
#nadearlover

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